Hi
So how long was it ago since i abandoned the idea of blogging? i dontknow, whatever,i'm just,back.
Its so stressful. I dont know how to study, i keep panicking. After the advanced papers,i just suddenly feel or seem like there's nothing to study. when actually,there's tons of stuff to memorize. once i look at those precious notes, i start panicking. like whut? ._.
I dont know, this is so crappy. I'm suppose to like school a little better. but i am not.
Friendships are getting better, results are getting a tiny bit better. Why am i not not liking it?
I dont know i dont know i dont know.
All i know is i need to wake up early tmr. argh.
k bye
-Hanen

I dont get it.Why am i the only one in this whole team caring for this damn project?
The rest doesnt care.And cant even give me a reminder that they cant give me a reply whether they can come to this meeting anot and whatsoever.
I know,this might not be important to u,but it is to me.If you guys dont wanna go sec 2,i want.
Cant u guys just be some good friends and put some interest in it.
If you guys are that adapted to doing poorly and getting grounded,i'll just say,i'm not.
If you guys dont know that i can become this sensitive,i'll just say,you guys dont know me enough.
I kept trying to persuade myself that whatever attitude you guys gave me are just mood swings,whatsoever. But it doesnt work.
Fyi,those words you said to me sounded simple,but they've actually a great impact.
Its the first time i'd ever think so deeply into.
It felt so painful and just continued blabbing about it. Fine,you win.I lose. Its 1:0. Happy?

Urgh.
What's the freaking problem right now.
I tried telling you people off.I told you guys to stop playing and concentrate on your studies,
that way u wont regret.
Right,now that u flunk u give me that stupid attitude? nice,very nice of you.
You people just dont learn. After giving me that stupid attitude after common test,i thought
you guys would learn. I see,its my mistake to think that way.
I shouldnt have. not at all. it was all a mistake to trust you. to trust you people.
I cant believe it.i even spend time telling you the answers for this and for that, nagging you from day to night, making myself being hated. now i get this? and you people think that you guys got such bad results is a very big thing? i didnt noe i deserve this.
Nice attitude people,i really thank you for taking me for granted. Thanks so damn much.
i really appreciate it a lot. So much that you're gonna have a taste of your own medicine.

I noe i'm irritating.
So please tell me tat rite in my face instead of giving me an annoyed reply.
I take the time to even reply u. Shouldn't u also do the same.
Its weird tat u say u like me.u dun hate me. But u talk to me like tat.
Its weird tat we are close friends. and u talk to me so gloomyly.
its even more weird tat u ask why i am cold to u.
when u urself are to me.
its weird tat u treat me differently from the others.
i care,but do u?
tell me rite in my face if u dun like me anymore,dun pretend.












This is like awesome :)
http://www.allkpop.com/2011/02/g-na-wins-1-again-on-m-countdown-other-performances

He was the awesomest friend i ever ever had.
Despite my teasings about him liking to read winx or how sissy or girly he is..he nvr ever,NVR EVER, became mad at me. He probably just argued a few sentences.
I wished i hadn't teased him.. I wished i did something like making a card when i knew he was ill..
I jus thought too simply. I thought everything will be fine. I thought I'll be able to see him again at school this year when i return. I thought he will still the same Zong Han that i knew since primary 3. I didnt cherish him till he was gone. I may cry, but I shall feel happy for him. At least he isn't suffering anymore. The doctors probably did the right thing to put him to sleep. At least he won't feel the pain of his leukemia anymore. I hope. I know he will be fine in heaven.
To Zong Han:
Wow, since like time really pass.
We shall meet some day again. I think most likely up there. :)
I might cry for you, but i'll do my best to stay strong.
You'll be in my heart forever and I will nvr forget about.
You're the most awesome friend i ever had.
I hope you're better up in heaven now.
I'll miss you alot, and so will everyone.
And do remember. We all love you. :)

-Hanennnn; Lil miss ELENE~yy

Hi
So how long was it ago since i abandoned the idea of blogging? i dontknow, whatever,i'm just,back.
Its so stressful. I dont know how to study, i keep panicking. After the advanced papers,i just suddenly feel or seem like there's nothing to study. when actually,there's tons of stuff to memorize. once i look at those precious notes, i start panicking. like whut? ._.
I dont know, this is so crappy. I'm suppose to like school a little better. but i am not.
Friendships are getting better, results are getting a tiny bit better. Why am i not not liking it?
I dont know i dont know i dont know.
All i know is i need to wake up early tmr. argh.
k bye
-Hanen

I dont get it.Why am i the only one in this whole team caring for this damn project?
The rest doesnt care.And cant even give me a reminder that they cant give me a reply whether they can come to this meeting anot and whatsoever.
I know,this might not be important to u,but it is to me.If you guys dont wanna go sec 2,i want.
Cant u guys just be some good friends and put some interest in it.
If you guys are that adapted to doing poorly and getting grounded,i'll just say,i'm not.
If you guys dont know that i can become this sensitive,i'll just say,you guys dont know me enough.
I kept trying to persuade myself that whatever attitude you guys gave me are just mood swings,whatsoever. But it doesnt work.
Fyi,those words you said to me sounded simple,but they've actually a great impact.
Its the first time i'd ever think so deeply into.
It felt so painful and just continued blabbing about it. Fine,you win.I lose. Its 1:0. Happy?

Urgh.
What's the freaking problem right now.
I tried telling you people off.I told you guys to stop playing and concentrate on your studies,
that way u wont regret.
Right,now that u flunk u give me that stupid attitude? nice,very nice of you.
You people just dont learn. After giving me that stupid attitude after common test,i thought
you guys would learn. I see,its my mistake to think that way.
I shouldnt have. not at all. it was all a mistake to trust you. to trust you people.
I cant believe it.i even spend time telling you the answers for this and for that, nagging you from day to night, making myself being hated. now i get this? and you people think that you guys got such bad results is a very big thing? i didnt noe i deserve this.
Nice attitude people,i really thank you for taking me for granted. Thanks so damn much.
i really appreciate it a lot. So much that you're gonna have a taste of your own medicine.

I noe i'm irritating.
So please tell me tat rite in my face instead of giving me an annoyed reply.
I take the time to even reply u. Shouldn't u also do the same.
Its weird tat u say u like me.u dun hate me. But u talk to me like tat.
Its weird tat we are close friends. and u talk to me so gloomyly.
its even more weird tat u ask why i am cold to u.
when u urself are to me.
its weird tat u treat me differently from the others.
i care,but do u?
tell me rite in my face if u dun like me anymore,dun pretend.












This is like awesome :)
http://www.allkpop.com/2011/02/g-na-wins-1-again-on-m-countdown-other-performances

He was the awesomest friend i ever ever had.
Despite my teasings about him liking to read winx or how sissy or girly he is..he nvr ever,NVR EVER, became mad at me. He probably just argued a few sentences.
I wished i hadn't teased him.. I wished i did something like making a card when i knew he was ill..
I jus thought too simply. I thought everything will be fine. I thought I'll be able to see him again at school this year when i return. I thought he will still the same Zong Han that i knew since primary 3. I didnt cherish him till he was gone. I may cry, but I shall feel happy for him. At least he isn't suffering anymore. The doctors probably did the right thing to put him to sleep. At least he won't feel the pain of his leukemia anymore. I hope. I know he will be fine in heaven.
To Zong Han:
Wow, since like time really pass.
We shall meet some day again. I think most likely up there. :)
I might cry for you, but i'll do my best to stay strong.
You'll be in my heart forever and I will nvr forget about.
You're the most awesome friend i ever had.
I hope you're better up in heaven now.
I'll miss you alot, and so will everyone.
And do remember. We all love you. :)

-Hanennnn; Lil miss ELENE~yy

Annionghasaeyo. HanEn here, reporting from Earth planet. LOL
As i've said,name's Han En and i'm age 12+. Born on 14/7[where's my present?hahaha,kidding :P]
I'm a super Kpop fan and I ABSOLUTELY LOVE
SUPER JUNIOR
There's shinee, u-kiss,mblaq,super junior,2am and 2pm,and etc etc.
Well, thanks for visiting my blog. And,welcome to my planet.
One more:My class is awesome.They care.:),and i love math!!! :DD
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